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♥Thursday, May 29, 2008

I FEEL SO PATHETIC!

I FEEL AS IF NOT BEING TREASURED!

I HATE THIS FEELING

IN ALL YOU GUYS' EYES, I AM ALWAYS THAT CHEERFUL, OPTIMISTIC, INDEPENDENT, NOT AFRAID OF ANYTHING, STRONG AND BRAVE.

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? IM NOT.

I HATE BEING LONELY, MAYBE YOU ALL DONT KNOW, IM NOT INDEPENDENT AT ALL. I NEED SOMEONE TO RELY ON. BUT WHO?

I CRY SECRETLY AND YOU ALL DONT KNOW. I CRIED NOT BECAUSE ANY RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS. BUT IS MY OWN PROBLEM. I CANT SHARE IT. BECAUSE NOBODY CAN HELP. IVE ALWAYS TRIED TO HELP OTHERS BUT I JUST CANT HELP MYSELF.

I AM OPTIMISTIC BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO DAMPEN EVERYONES' MOOD. BUT DEEP IN MY HEART, ITS THE OPPOSITE.

I AM NOT AFRAID OF ANYTHING BECAUSE I WANT TO BE STRONG AND BRAVE, NOT WEAK. NOBODY BELIEVES I WILL HAVE MY OWN WEAK SIDE.

EVERYONE HAVE THEIR OWN PROBLEM. I HAVE TOO. NOBODY KNOWS.

EVEN THE CLOSEST FRIEND OF MINE.

NOBODY KNOWS THE REAL ME. ONLY ME.

I HAVE TO REMAIN THAT STRONG SO I CAN BE RELIED BY MY FRIENDS. I CANNOT AFFORD TO BE WEAK BECAUSE NO ONE CAN HELP ME. NO ONE.

I FEEL LEFT OUT. ONCE IM NOT IN it, I FEEL AS IF IM NOT PART OF THEM, NEVER BEEN ONCE TOO. I FEEL AS IF IM COMPLETELY LEFT OUT FROM IT.

SHE DONT REMEMBER ME. WE ARE LIKE STRANGER NOW! SHE WALK PAST ME, NOT LOOKING AT ME. SOMETIMES WHEN I CALL HER, SHE JUST SMILED AND TURN AWAY. MAYBE SHE THINKS IM A DISGRACE TO HER. IDK.

11:20 PM

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SCHOOL TODAY AS USUAL.

ALL THE WAY FROM 10AM TO 3 30.

>BIO REMEDIAL

> CHEMISTRY REMEDIAL

(AN HOUR BREAK)

>PHYSIC REMEDIAL

> BIOLOGY SPA.

BIO SPA WAS GODDAMN DIFFICULT LA! WHAT CAN I DO. FAIL IT LOR.

MSTAY DIDNT TAUGHT US WHAT WE NEED TO DO FOR THIS KINDA SPA. LIKE I SAY, SHES NOT A GOOD TEACHER.

I DOUBT ANYONE KNOWS HOW T DO. EXCEPT FOR THOSE WHO REALLY STUDIES LIKE HELL?

ANWS, WENT HOME, BATHE THEN MET WENDY FOR DINNER AT CWP.

HATE THE TRAIN. KEEP STUCKING AT EVERY STATION. IT TOOK LIKE 20 MINUTES FROM YISHUN TO WOODLANDS! RAH!

CAUGHT A MOVIE AT YISHUN. >WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS

QUITE NICE LA. VERY ROMANTIC AND AT THE SAME TIME HILARIOUS!

INTENDED TO CATCH ACCURACY OF DEATH BUT THERE ARE ONLY SHOWS FOR TMR. D:

WALKED BACK @ 9.

CHATTED ABOUT him WITH WENDY. KINDA EMOTIONAL. ah whatever!

SMSED THERESA, ya its crap la! ;DD

HOMED.

ps: wendy, dont always go out ah! MUST STUDY!!! ;DD

ANWS heres a joke for you all!

read only if you inderstands hokkien. ;DD

GSCE 'O' Levels Hokkien Exam Paper

Instructions:1. Read the passage carefully

2. Grade yourself with the grading system at the end of the passage after reading.

3. Not that difficult, chin chai do lah !

Section A: Orrler Exeminetion (60 marks)

Question:Singalella why become rich ?

Koo zhar wu chee ay char bor kia, Singalella. She got two sisters, but the stepmarder and the sisters all damn kuai-lan, so she quite zhia-lat oso.

Last time Singalella got own maid, but now she become the amah.

Everyday must cook lah, clean lah, simi sai mah bao-kah-liao.
If her sister say liak kar zhuak, she liak. Tak jit zho kah tau-hun. CPF poon boh.

But then, kay piak eh ah-pek got one son call Ah Ming got party.

So he say, 'oeh, long chong lai ah.'

Singalella very happy because she never go party before but then her step-marder say, 'Lee Mana eh-sai kee, this one bahru lu eh sisters wu standard.'

Then Singalella must zho sui-sui for her sisters and step-marder.

Tap pai how, buay zhia, buay koon and buay pang-sai. That night she only can wave bye bye and then she go back to the kitchen and cook Maggi mee.

Her neighbour came over and ask, 'Eh, an-zhua lu boh kee party?'

So Singaalella kong, 'I-wan, lau-bu kong buay-sai, so boh pian.'

She never expect but the neighbour say, 'Aiyah, kee lah, I give you money.'

So singalella brush teef and zhang-zhui, chen-kor, after that look very different. She quickly run to opposite of the beh-chia-lor, already 11 o'clock.

At the party, Ah Ming also quite sian because the char bor all boh sui one. Dance floor even got one ah pek dancing. Just as Ah Ming told himself, 'Aiyah see-pay zhia-lat', Singalella came in.

Ah Ming straight away lau nuar. 'Wah-lau eh, see-pay heng ah, chee kor buay pai.'

Ah Ming say to Singalella, 'eh, sui eh, wah ai kah lee zho flen!'

Singalella say ok but Ah Ming like octopus, touch here touch there. But then just it was 12 o'clock, one ah pek die on the dance floor.

He become ghost and tell Singalella all the good 4D number. So after that Singalella quickly go and buy 4D, and then tiok tau-pio, zhit-pak ban. So she pay back the kay-piak eh lau-kay-poh and then kah kee cho sen-lee.

Simi kuan eh sen-lee wah mana eh zhai.

Section B: Grades - Gauge Your command of Hokkien....

A1. Can understand the story and pronounce Hokkien correctly.

Hokkien eh sai, bo beh zao.

A2. Can understand half story and/or cannot pronounce Hokkien properly.

zhia lat

E8. Don't understand story and/or catch no ball.

leow leow, mai ka lang kong you is Hokkien Singabolean

F9. Don't understand rating.

kee see lah, wah mana eh zhai lee kong simi?

10:42 PM

♥Tuesday, May 27, 2008

THERESA, this is for you!

DAVIDCOOK's song. i love these 2!!

zomg! im so in love with him too! <3

came across this video! her voice is damn nice la! close your eyes you will hear mariah carey!

12:37 PM

♥Monday, May 26, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANNY!

celebrated early on sat.

TODAY

chinese o levels exam! and im prepared for a re test!
paper one was okay-okay. i still have a lil hope for A2.
however, paper 2 was horrendous! [i dont know if there is such word? ;/] my hopes were perished! paper2 looked easy but i dont know the meanings and words of the so-called multiple choice qns. i dont know them, maybe they know me. who cares! i only want my A2! D; so, i must prepare for my 2nd paper!

after exams, went home, bathe, met theresa to town

she need to buy her 'primary school watch' and someone elses present. RIGHT? someone elses!
trained down to sommerset. lunched, noeprints at cine. like years since i took noe hur?! felt weird. walked past NUM. look different from the outside. BUT ITS THE SAME INSEDE. except for *some. haha! theresa will know. "B1 are you thinking what im thinking?! "
crossed over to heeren. shopped for someone's present. in the end bought a everlast shirt. AND FOR DUNNO WHAT REASON, I NEED TO PAY HALF! now den i realise my stupidity. D;

left early. OH YA I SAW OLYNDA! haha. random. anws, since its still early we decided to walk to orchard to take train. however, due to my weak sense of direction, we walked to doby ghaut instead. SORRY B1~ she bounced trained i left to meet my mum*change of plan* at city hall. i finally realise y people says my sense of direction is weak. i kept taking the wrong route and also the longer route. it took me 1/2 hr to reach my mum's office! oh gosh! DONT TAKE MY CAR NEXT TIME. i wonder if i would even got driver's license. whatever!

ate, homed.

PHOTOS of myself since i never take any with theresa! heh. ;DDDD

9:47 PM

♥Friday, May 23, 2008

THIS WEEK WAS EXHAUSTING, although i only need to go school for 3 days.

mother tongue o levels are coming- like in 3 days?!

mother tongue intensive was B O R I N G!

to lil time for me to revise my MT

parents stressing urging me to get an A for MT

parents comparing my MT standard with my brother- because he got an A

maths lesson felt SOEXTREMELYAWFULLYTERRIBLY LONG!

we have to write a long testimonial for ourselves. -Grace Seah is an intelligent, hard working and a jovial individual............

......Grace is a good role model to her peers and schoolmates. Nevertheless, she keeps a low profile of herself and still, continues to strive for the better.

okay, exaggerating! but this what i really wrote in my testimonials!

ARGH! IM GONNA DIE OF EXHAUSTION!

THANKFULLY, my parents are not so unreasonable after all!

despite the fact that mother tongue exam is just around the corner, my parents let me out to relax! surprising hur?!

went out with wendy after school to woodlands. waited for her to end her piano lesson. and guess what i did?

I ACTUALLY STUDIED CHINESE IN THE LIBRARY ALONE! actually this is the first time im so serious about studing chinese.

went for a movie with wendy. - MADE OF HONOUR

http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/madeofhonor/postercustomization/index.php

OPPS, not this!

Its this! ;DD quite a nice film. A comedy+love story. Quite of a must-watch movie. ;D

Homed @ 10.

Today, theres no school! yay! went out to meet mum for facial. lunch. SHOPPING!!!

bought a shirt at topshop, CLEO magazine(mini), dress. ;/
SEE, i didnt buy much afterall! my mum bought more! ;S

went back for tuition. last lesson before the next term starts. will kinda miss those CRAZY ASS!

homed.

11:00 PM

♥Sunday, May 18, 2008

came back ard 1 ytd, so didnt blog. ;D

photos..

i think this photo was taken on monday? and it clearly shows that she doesnt know how to eat ice cream.
*justpracticingmysourcebaseqns* ;DD

YTD.
went out with wendy and family. ;D

credits, wendy's dad.

shopped @ fareast ; wisma ; taka.

bought a bag and some dingdingdongdongs.

headed to boat quay for dinner.

credits, wendy

credits, wendy's mum

after dinner went to safra. met dave there. pooled ; bowled. Finally. home!

so tired going out the whole day!

MS TAY IS SO DAMNDAMN UNREASONABLE. SHE MADE ME FEEL LIKE DROPPING BIOLOGY. MADE ME LOSE INTEREST IN IT! SO DAMN FED-UP WITH HER LA! LOST MY TEXTBOOK AND SHE GAVE ME A BLUE FORM FOR NOT BRINGING IT. AT LEAST I STILL PRINT HER NOTES FOR THE LESSON. SHE IS DAMN FUNCKING UNREASONABLE. IRRITATING FREAK. IM SURE DEFINATELY A F9 FOR BIOLOGY. IM NOT GONNA PUT IN ALL MY EFFORT IN IT DESPITE ITS O LVL. AND ITS ALL HER FAULT! I KNOW ITS MY OWN PROBLEM, NOT STUDYING HARD ENOUGH. A MATH IS ALSO DIFFICULT. BUT I STILL WANT TO PUT IN EFFORT , BECAUSE I DONT HAVE AN UNREASONABLE TEACHER LIKE MISS TAY TO MAKE ME LOSE INTEREST. YOU ALL MIGHT THINK ITS ALL EXCUSES, BUT IF YOU WERE ME, YOU WILL FEEL THE SAME!

INFURIATING!

i wanna skip school tmr! ohcrap, theres no school tmr! ;D

1:01 PM

♥Friday, May 16, 2008

IM SO TIRED! SHALL UPDATE TMR DEN. GOING OUT WITH WENDY TMR!!!

WILL UPDATE WITH PICTURES! ;DD

10:25 PM

♥Sunday, May 11, 2008

HAPPY MOMMA'S DAY!!! <33

9:58 PM

♥Friday, May 9, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!! ;DDD

haha sound so weird. idk what to call him here.

okay, i skipped school. beacause of HER! she forced me to. i dont deserve my punishment. ;] she s so damn unreasonable! #$%^$#$#%^!*&^&(*^%%!!!
celebrating my brother birthday later in the noon. he need t go dragon boating in the evening.

went out to work with mum. now sitting in the office DOING MY REVISION!
see, although i never go school, i did my revision! ;D

update later tonight with more pictures! ;D

meanwhile.

this is a joke on why we should Never Laugh at a Chinese

A Chinese man walks into a bank in New York City and asks for the loan officer.
He tells the loan officer that he is going to China on business for two weeks and needs to borrow $5,000.
The bank officer tells him that the bank will need some form of security for the loan, so the Chinese man hands over the keys to a new Ferrari parked on the street in front of the bank.
He produces the title and everything checks out. The Loan officer agrees to accept the car as collateral for the loan.
The bank's president and its officers all enjoy a good laugh at the Chinese for using a $250,000 Ferrari as collateral against a $5,000 loan.
An employee of the bank then drives the Ferrari into the bank's underground garage and parks it there.
Two weeks later, the Chinese returns, repays the $5,000 and the interest, which comes to $15.41.
The loan officer says, "Sir, we are very happy to have had your business, and this transaction has worked out very nicely, but we are a little puzzled. While you were away, we checked you out and found that you are a multi-millionaire. What puzzles us is why you would bother to borrow $5,000.

The Chinese replies: "Where else in New York City can I park my car for two weeks for only $15.41 and expect it to be there safely when I return."

re-edited, 1045PM

okay, im back. celebration was so so. anw its his second celebration alr. nothing much.

ate at shokudo agn because he never been there before. finished early but slacked there for half hour. left at 4+. trained to novena. bought a shoe only.
completly no mood to shop. intended to go orchard to shop. but because my my brother's heavy laptop bag, we didnt go.

headed home early. camwhored!

tuition at night. rather fun! tuition at friday is always fun la.

okay, now photos as i promised.
note: 99.9999% of the photo would be my own photo. *blushes*

while studying!

haha! long time since i ''emo'' okay, i not. ;DD

at home.........................................

this is typical PRIMARY school pose. *remembered the time........*

tried immitating theresa and zhiqi. look like i failed uh?

who say! i have my cute side too okay?!

i know this is really lame. i had no pose alr la! D;

know y this pose? because i hate to say good bye to this post!

SO! i show you this!
nicky wu! <3 my idol, after watching the show. he is much much better than WU zun. same surname but y the difference?! i dont understand why people are so crazy about WUZUN. i would rather go crazy about this 30+ year old guy than him.

okay, im random to talk about wu zun. i so so hate him! i know im not typical girls.
but to think of it, WHATS SO GOOD ABOUT WUZUN?! HIS SINGING SUCKS, HE LOOKS SUCKS- EYES TOO BIG, MOUTH TOO SMALL. HIS VOICE IS UNPLESANT TOO! RAH!!!

okay i shall stop! if not my blog would be filled with spammers! you dont know how fierce they can be! *SCREAMS~*

*scream and hop hop hop and away!!!*

10:04 AM

♥Sunday, May 4, 2008

GYMed with wendy. OMG, saw my type of guy! got the shape you know?! *drools* he trackmill-ed beside me somemore!
OMG, im really crazy! hah!

Had heart-to-heart talk with wendy. and i realised,

YES, SHE IS A SLUT OKAY?! SOMEMORE SHE NOT EVEN PRETTY STILL DARE T BITCH ARD! GUY(s) REALLY HAVE NO EYES! KNOW WHAT I MEAN? OKAY IN SHORT, BITCH PAIR UP WITH BASTARD(s).

after that we changed topic. talked about dragon boat guys, you know that type with strong muscles and gorgeous body shape?! hah!. my brother chose dragon boatting in SP you see. so we 'RANDOMLY' talked about it.

homed.

8:11 PM

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okay ive nothing t blog about today. just t share something.
however, the pictures below would be a lil disturbing. weak hearted pls dont scroll down.

THINGS THAT MADE YOU GO OMG!

haha! i knw you are so freaked out right?!

12:03 AM

♥Friday, May 2, 2008

after reading theresa's blog i think i need to explain some facts she mentioned. heh.

look at the photos...

beautiful uh huh?!

however, He's the winner of Thailand's Miss Transvestite Contest 2007. All are males
this explain part of the reason why there would be no guys in the world 100over thousands year later...................................................

11:45 PM